Raw journey to self discovery-Part 2

So, jumping to March of this year. Again taking voice lessons. Again constant sore throat. Wow! I just realized that writing these blogs can be eye opening. All my life I have always wanted to sing, but my insecurities would always lead me to other things that I could invest my interests in. Of course I have always had a passion for natural health, but my first love is singing. When one is heartbroken by ones first love, one wants to run away and hide or look for another love to avoid healing from the pain of the breakup of the first love. Fear holds us back from the area in our lives we need to heal and diverts our attention to other things to avoid the painful experiences of our past. Wow! I guess this is what starting the raw food journey to healing is like. Not only are we healing our bodies, we are healing our heart and spirit.

Back to my story...My first appointment to make an appointment with the GI doc, I stepped on the scale. 168 pounds with shoes off!! I knew right there that I had to take responsability for my on health. Thousands of dollars later I was told that the results of the upper GI was not cancer. Most people wouild be happy, but I was frustrated. What was it ? What caused my gastritis? And how can I heal naturally without drugs. Thru my search, I found that nothing made sence except the raw diet. It was like a lightbulb went on above my head. Ding! All my life my weight had the yo yo effect. Raw is the only diet that makes sence.

This brings me back to the beginning of the story. When I was almost 24 years old a psychic told me during a reading to ask my parents about my birth. When I did, I found out that I was adopted(actually taken from the hospital) by the parents who raised me. My point is that I don't know my genetic makeup, but with a raw food diet I am sure I can heal mind, body, and spirit.

Currently, I am at 135 pounds and I am not proud to say that it was done without exercise. But, I know I need to start. Help!!KevinGianni!!!!!